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So apparently I have just been cursed with bad luck this year. I can't seem to shake the bad luck or replace it with positive, feel good awesomeness. Things just keep pissing me off day by day and it's those little things that are setting in and pissing me off. Here goes my rant on how shitty my life has been:
-So first off, my friend Mayra and I had a photo gig. We got paid $50 each to take some studio portrait shots of this lady (Sylvia) for her insurance company. We got the job through Mayra's friend and our past client, America. I put on my best clothes, did my hair, and put on some make up so that I would look professional. They were about 35 minutes late, but we got started and we were finished an hour later. While we were taking the photos, I had noticed that America looked more dressed up than usual. She had on a high waisted pencil skirt and a ruffled blouse that buttoned at the neck. I told her that she looked fancy and professional and that her outfit was cute and it reminded me of a stewardess. She laughed and went off to go pick some music. Mayra started taking Sylvia's photos and I was watching. About 3 minutes into it Sylvia stopped, pointed at me and said "Don't look at me. I don't want her to look at me. Can she turn around or something?" I just walked off and assisted Mayra when she needed me. Well, apparently these ladies had a lot of shit to talk about e to Mayra. America told Mayra that I had offended her and made her feel bad by comparing her outfit to that of a stewardess and that Sylvia thought I was rude and that i was secretly "making eyes" to Mayra about her. America then proceeded to ask Mayra why we are partners at all and if she really, truly needed me as a business partner. She also came to the conclusion that I must be such a rude person because I am such a fat person at such a young age. I was never rude to any of the ladies, I never made eyes at Mayra, and I thought I gave America a compliment. I think these bitches are assholes who don't like fatties. So that was the beginning of my week.
- I had to have someone drive me all week to and from school. It's annoying and a hassle and a struggle on gas.
- We've been ridiculously low on weed and that just sucks. I need a job to buy my own weed and not rely on my dad to buy it for me, but I need a ride to get a job and a license to drive my ride. I couldn't be more annoyed at the fact that I didn't get my license a long ass time ago before the stupid law changed.
- Last night I went to my room to lay down and saw a big ass tree roach run across my floor. I was horrified. I went to get my brother to kill it but instead my sister's bf went to kill it. He did not succeed. The roach got into my closet and was never found. I know it's an irrational fear and tree roaches can't hurt me or threaten my life, but goddamnit they're gross and I can't stand how twitchity and fast they are. I couldn't sleep the whole night. I slept with my light on and woke up every so often to check my walls and floor and covers. Now that I write this it seems funny, but it was really annoying last night. I woke up and someone turned the lights off in my room, so I turned on my christmas lights. I didn't fall into a deep sleep until I moved into my parents room this morning. I can't rest til this roach is dead.
- I woke up this morning and got ready to go take my driver's test and finally get my license. Got ready and my mom called the DPS to see what I needed to bring. The lady told her that they are all booked up and driver's road test is now on a first come, first serve basis; you have to be there at 8am to reserve a time slot. Why didn't I know this? Why am I o stupid and unprepared? Now I have to wait til Monday to get my license and miss a class because this is incredibly important and we don't have the money to afford gas for someone to drive me to school and pick me back up.
-Now my mom is drunk and it's only 2pm. She's went somewhere in my car. I shouldn't have let her take it or asked someone to drive her, but she's gone now and the mistake is already made. I hate that I can't drive my car because I don't have my license and I got a ticket yet my mother, whose license is suspended or some shit, can drive my jeep everywhere.
But hey, I'm a reasonable girl and there are a few upsides I suppose like now I don't have to work with that bitch Sylvia and Mayra will just shoot and I'll edit and design the lighting set-ups. I got to get high before school once or twice because I didn't drive myself. And now I'm all gussied up for the day, although, that doesn't help when I still need to go walking later. Oh, and now there is a few days for this nasty acne to clear up before I take my photo for my license. There is nothing good about the roach or my mom.
//rant
Oh yea, and we got a new puppy. She's really cute; she's a chihuahua/dauschaund. Her name was Teuilla but we've renamed her Talula/Talulu/Lulu.
-So first off, my friend Mayra and I had a photo gig. We got paid $50 each to take some studio portrait shots of this lady (Sylvia) for her insurance company. We got the job through Mayra's friend and our past client, America. I put on my best clothes, did my hair, and put on some make up so that I would look professional. They were about 35 minutes late, but we got started and we were finished an hour later. While we were taking the photos, I had noticed that America looked more dressed up than usual. She had on a high waisted pencil skirt and a ruffled blouse that buttoned at the neck. I told her that she looked fancy and professional and that her outfit was cute and it reminded me of a stewardess. She laughed and went off to go pick some music. Mayra started taking Sylvia's photos and I was watching. About 3 minutes into it Sylvia stopped, pointed at me and said "Don't look at me. I don't want her to look at me. Can she turn around or something?" I just walked off and assisted Mayra when she needed me. Well, apparently these ladies had a lot of shit to talk about e to Mayra. America told Mayra that I had offended her and made her feel bad by comparing her outfit to that of a stewardess and that Sylvia thought I was rude and that i was secretly "making eyes" to Mayra about her. America then proceeded to ask Mayra why we are partners at all and if she really, truly needed me as a business partner. She also came to the conclusion that I must be such a rude person because I am such a fat person at such a young age. I was never rude to any of the ladies, I never made eyes at Mayra, and I thought I gave America a compliment. I think these bitches are assholes who don't like fatties. So that was the beginning of my week.
- I had to have someone drive me all week to and from school. It's annoying and a hassle and a struggle on gas.
- We've been ridiculously low on weed and that just sucks. I need a job to buy my own weed and not rely on my dad to buy it for me, but I need a ride to get a job and a license to drive my ride. I couldn't be more annoyed at the fact that I didn't get my license a long ass time ago before the stupid law changed.
- Last night I went to my room to lay down and saw a big ass tree roach run across my floor. I was horrified. I went to get my brother to kill it but instead my sister's bf went to kill it. He did not succeed. The roach got into my closet and was never found. I know it's an irrational fear and tree roaches can't hurt me or threaten my life, but goddamnit they're gross and I can't stand how twitchity and fast they are. I couldn't sleep the whole night. I slept with my light on and woke up every so often to check my walls and floor and covers. Now that I write this it seems funny, but it was really annoying last night. I woke up and someone turned the lights off in my room, so I turned on my christmas lights. I didn't fall into a deep sleep until I moved into my parents room this morning. I can't rest til this roach is dead.
- I woke up this morning and got ready to go take my driver's test and finally get my license. Got ready and my mom called the DPS to see what I needed to bring. The lady told her that they are all booked up and driver's road test is now on a first come, first serve basis; you have to be there at 8am to reserve a time slot. Why didn't I know this? Why am I o stupid and unprepared? Now I have to wait til Monday to get my license and miss a class because this is incredibly important and we don't have the money to afford gas for someone to drive me to school and pick me back up.
-Now my mom is drunk and it's only 2pm. She's went somewhere in my car. I shouldn't have let her take it or asked someone to drive her, but she's gone now and the mistake is already made. I hate that I can't drive my car because I don't have my license and I got a ticket yet my mother, whose license is suspended or some shit, can drive my jeep everywhere.
But hey, I'm a reasonable girl and there are a few upsides I suppose like now I don't have to work with that bitch Sylvia and Mayra will just shoot and I'll edit and design the lighting set-ups. I got to get high before school once or twice because I didn't drive myself. And now I'm all gussied up for the day, although, that doesn't help when I still need to go walking later. Oh, and now there is a few days for this nasty acne to clear up before I take my photo for my license. There is nothing good about the roach or my mom.
//rant
Oh yea, and we got a new puppy. She's really cute; she's a chihuahua/dauschaund. Her name was Teuilla but we've renamed her Talula/Talulu/Lulu.
