Apr 05, 2006 19:22
Fuckered up
I hate being this way I feel like I can do anything I can but I can’t. I’m sick of being like this. I really don’t want to go to any kind of child camp or boot camp, like my cousin did. I need to get out of this phase, I can’t stand this phase. I actually do think I need some anger management but I don’t want to admit it to any one. I have tried everything to get my anger out but everything I have tried did not work. Hitting things didn’t work that just got me grounded, throwing a tantrum didn’t help that just got me worse, and this music shit just isn’t working. I only listen to grudge music when I’m mad like this. I just wish I had some other ways to get rid of this anger. This does kind of help but only to a certain extent. I really need to find something else that will help me because I won’t have a computer by me every time I get mad.
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Sry everyone that has seen that side of me. i just want to say i dont want to be like that anymore.