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i feel like im alive but im not living.
i feel like im just floating..
ive felt this before..the feeling never really went away..i just learned how to ignore it. I don't want to have any regrets or unfinished buisness, I dont know what to do with myself. I don't know where i'm going...and you'll never leave the place youre at unless you figure out where youre going. I know my goals and I know my aspirations but I just can't handle the though of failure. The thought that maybe just maybe..I will be everything they always told me I'd be. I don't want to be like my mom. I don't want to end up like my dad. I just want to be happy, not forever, but eventually,.
These last month has just been so crazy. Brittany has truley grown to be like my sister and bestfriend...My "soul friend" and Lacey has made mylife a lot better too..Two original girls that I can count on, shweeeeeeeet.