Today I am so fucking tired of my life!
So yeah, usually I'm happy with my life, today I'm sick to death of it.
Issue #1
Friends
Ok, so why am I the only forgotten friend? I call Liz to see how her new car is going, was gonna throw down to smoke her out on a blunt for her new car...She was going to pick it up, and then she was gonna call me...Well surprise surprsie, didn't get a call, from either of my friends...you think a new car would be something you'd show off to your friends, especially since I was offereing to smoke her out on a blunt! Forget that shit now, I dont' even feel like doing anything.
Issue #2
Idiotic Guys
So supposedly this guy that I work with that I've liked pretty much since he started, likes me. He told my good friend this while they were working together the other day. She told him I like him, and now it's like he's not avoiding me like the plague, but you'd think after fiding out the feelings are reciprocated, he'd make his move, but he has never given me any sign that he's even remotely interested. I'm so sick of these games, and these asshole men! The more I think about it the more pissed off I get, that is one of my biggest problems, I snowball the worst case scenerio...the good in the situation has never even entered my mind as plausable, cuz it doesn't make sense...I've given this guy every hint that I like him short of throwing myself at him. And I won't ask him out right away. I want to see where this goes, cuz supposedly he has no $$ to take me out, but he's going to...Well I'll believe it when I see it. :( And at this point I don't think I'm going to. So I'm just going to back off, I'm not going to send him anymore signs, cuz I'm not getting anything in return. I've texted, I've IMed, I haven't called, cuz I would only call if I felt I got reciprocated on other things, but if this asshole can't even return an IM but he "LIKES ME" then I'm certainly not going to call him! I really wish I had some happy pills right about now, cuz I could really use them.
Issue #1
Friends
Ok, so why am I the only forgotten friend? I call Liz to see how her new car is going, was gonna throw down to smoke her out on a blunt for her new car...She was going to pick it up, and then she was gonna call me...Well surprise surprsie, didn't get a call, from either of my friends...you think a new car would be something you'd show off to your friends, especially since I was offereing to smoke her out on a blunt! Forget that shit now, I dont' even feel like doing anything.
Issue #2
Idiotic Guys
So supposedly this guy that I work with that I've liked pretty much since he started, likes me. He told my good friend this while they were working together the other day. She told him I like him, and now it's like he's not avoiding me like the plague, but you'd think after fiding out the feelings are reciprocated, he'd make his move, but he has never given me any sign that he's even remotely interested. I'm so sick of these games, and these asshole men! The more I think about it the more pissed off I get, that is one of my biggest problems, I snowball the worst case scenerio...the good in the situation has never even entered my mind as plausable, cuz it doesn't make sense...I've given this guy every hint that I like him short of throwing myself at him. And I won't ask him out right away. I want to see where this goes, cuz supposedly he has no $$ to take me out, but he's going to...Well I'll believe it when I see it. :( And at this point I don't think I'm going to. So I'm just going to back off, I'm not going to send him anymore signs, cuz I'm not getting anything in return. I've texted, I've IMed, I haven't called, cuz I would only call if I felt I got reciprocated on other things, but if this asshole can't even return an IM but he "LIKES ME" then I'm certainly not going to call him! I really wish I had some happy pills right about now, cuz I could really use them.