and the challenge begins!
Alright, quite a bit has happened. here goes:
+Phillip came by and stayed the night Monday night. It was unbelievable! He was sweet, and I actually believe the nice things he said to me. We were comfortable around each other and had a great evening. It is amazing that we can be out of each others' lives for months at a time, not speak a word to one another, then we make contact again and its more than picking up where we left off- we change and grow and then bring that into our friendship and its amazing. I still don't know where we are headed, I don't know exactly what we are to each other, but I know he isn't going out of my life without a fight. and I'm not really sure how I feel about that. and I don't want to fight loving him either.
+ training started. and that makes me tired as hell. I started my period, so that makes it worse, and it is almost literally hot as hell outside, therefore I have next to no energy (and we have skits to do tomorrow). my new RC is from Indiana and he reminds us all the time it is not this hot where he comes from and he feels like he is going to die just walking to his car. haha. yeah training going well. the theme this year is better, it is more organized all around. even if I did get stuck with a stupid Behind Closed Doors room to demonstrate.
+New pics up on facebook- including one of me dressed as a cop. I look fat in uniform.
+my washer makes noises that scare me!
+I am so freaking out about this year! I have fraternity, in which I have an office. RA duties, which are hugely stepping up this year: they increased our safety/security checks to once a month now. I have to do several programs, door decs (hey, these aren't that big a deal but man do they take up time), I'm going to be adviser to the apartment council, possibly help get them involved in RSA. and I'm wanting to do enough with the job to get the Hall of Fame award. plus, applying to grad school, interviews, and oh yeah...classes! And somewhere in there I need to find time to be a good friend, daughter, and sister. think I can do it? I guess we'll see.
+As much as I hate this, I realize now why I didn't date my first few years at college. I had more time for these kind of commitments. I keep thinking about how much work I am going to have to put into my job and classes this year and I'm like, dang, that is definitely going to take out a huge chunk of my "outside of the university" social life. good-bye sex life. I think my spirits just sank a bit.
sorry if this was the stupidest post ever! but just wanted to stay updated.
+Phillip came by and stayed the night Monday night. It was unbelievable! He was sweet, and I actually believe the nice things he said to me. We were comfortable around each other and had a great evening. It is amazing that we can be out of each others' lives for months at a time, not speak a word to one another, then we make contact again and its more than picking up where we left off- we change and grow and then bring that into our friendship and its amazing. I still don't know where we are headed, I don't know exactly what we are to each other, but I know he isn't going out of my life without a fight. and I'm not really sure how I feel about that. and I don't want to fight loving him either.
+ training started. and that makes me tired as hell. I started my period, so that makes it worse, and it is almost literally hot as hell outside, therefore I have next to no energy (and we have skits to do tomorrow). my new RC is from Indiana and he reminds us all the time it is not this hot where he comes from and he feels like he is going to die just walking to his car. haha. yeah training going well. the theme this year is better, it is more organized all around. even if I did get stuck with a stupid Behind Closed Doors room to demonstrate.
+New pics up on facebook- including one of me dressed as a cop. I look fat in uniform.
+my washer makes noises that scare me!
+I am so freaking out about this year! I have fraternity, in which I have an office. RA duties, which are hugely stepping up this year: they increased our safety/security checks to once a month now. I have to do several programs, door decs (hey, these aren't that big a deal but man do they take up time), I'm going to be adviser to the apartment council, possibly help get them involved in RSA. and I'm wanting to do enough with the job to get the Hall of Fame award. plus, applying to grad school, interviews, and oh yeah...classes! And somewhere in there I need to find time to be a good friend, daughter, and sister. think I can do it? I guess we'll see.
+As much as I hate this, I realize now why I didn't date my first few years at college. I had more time for these kind of commitments. I keep thinking about how much work I am going to have to put into my job and classes this year and I'm like, dang, that is definitely going to take out a huge chunk of my "outside of the university" social life. good-bye sex life. I think my spirits just sank a bit.
sorry if this was the stupidest post ever! but just wanted to stay updated.