Can't expect the world to be your Raggedy Andy
If I could trace the lines that ran
Between your smile and your sleight of hand
I would guess that you put something up my sleeve
Now every time I see your face the bells ring in a far-off place
We can find each other this way I believe
From the hills and up behind, my town
is naked from the horizon down
The curvature is pressed against the raise
We walked up in the fields alone
And the silence fell just like a stone
That got lost in the wild blue and the gravel grey
Come and find me now
Though I'm here in this far off place
My air is not this time and space
I draw you close with every breath
you don't know it's right until it's wrong
You don't know it's yours until it's gone
I didn't know that it was home ‘til you up and left
Come and find me now
I keep you in a flower vase
With your fatalism and your crooked face
With the daisies and the violet brocades
And I keep me in a vacant lot
In the ivy and forget-me-nots
Hoping you will come and untangle me one of these days
Come and find me now
I'm not using livejournal as a tool to gain pity or to place blame on anyone, but I've had a really shitty weekend. I'm probably being selfish or immature by saying this, but everyone has been really apathetic towards me this weekend. And probably just in general. I hate being forced into things that I shouldn't be involved in and being ignored or not included from what I care a great deal about. And I know I'm probably going to regret posting actual feelings which is why I wrote my first sentence as a preface that this honestly isn't directed toward anyone. And I'm probably just being a complete bitch, but I do feel as though everyone is entitled to a little livejournal venting. I figure it's my fault for being too pathetic or too slow or too afraid to say how I actually feel, or that maybe that the people who don't care have a good reason. But I'm probably just exaggerating. Either way, I'll get over it.