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im bored and have insomnia. or im bored becuase i have insomnia, either way.
recently:
today was a bad day. had eaten almost nothing for quite a while, something like 36 hours, got really hungry, had a bagel and a hot dog and promptly threw up all over the place. this is v. bad. mostly becuase i didnt try to eat again and so i was REALLY hungry and about 3 hours later i had a blackout in the shower and smacked my head real good on the tile, blood everywhere, etcetc. so mom spent most of the night force feeding me and i have spent most of the night being sick. i think its all the stupid meds, i really do. i dont have these issues when im not taking all of them and the more complicated ones give me wicked insomnia as well as headaches. fuckedy fuckfuck. yippidy doo.
altho the entire day was worth it cause of that beautiful game the sox just played. come back in the ninth baby!!! god bless kieth foulk and fuck new york.
i have no money at all becuase between buying flogging molly tix and all the new clothes i needed from recent weight loss it has come out to one big bill. i had to throw away all my bras and pants cause the bras are too small and the pants are too big. go figure. so im down to a 14 pant size and up to a DD bra size. which totaly doesnt add up. i must be abnormal (abbey normal?)
buckaroo banzai is the single greatest movie ever!!!!! rewatched it with david for the three thousandth time this pm. he can recite it word for word, has been able to since age 5. this time he actually did it too.
i am feeling very lonely these days. the clan has dispersed badly ad with both jeff and sorany gone i am left with either poeple i dont know all that well, ie alana, dixon, zester, or people i dont run into in the normal way of things, courtey, reva, mary etc.
the c class event at BYC is utterly insane. people, and by people i mean dad, keep wanting me to come to the dinners and ceremonies and im having a bad time articulating how much i dont want to be in a room full of middle aged science geeks and sailors who i dont know. and occaisonaly matt enright and jeff, you remeber richie? hes there too. couldent be more embarrasing, the last 2 people i want in a room together with me. yukyuk.
also watched muppet show episode with rudolf nureyev. the funniest damn episode of them all. were waiting for rudolf nureyev! hehehe.
im bored. someone come entertain me. insomnia sucks.
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recently:
today was a bad day. had eaten almost nothing for quite a while, something like 36 hours, got really hungry, had a bagel and a hot dog and promptly threw up all over the place. this is v. bad. mostly becuase i didnt try to eat again and so i was REALLY hungry and about 3 hours later i had a blackout in the shower and smacked my head real good on the tile, blood everywhere, etcetc. so mom spent most of the night force feeding me and i have spent most of the night being sick. i think its all the stupid meds, i really do. i dont have these issues when im not taking all of them and the more complicated ones give me wicked insomnia as well as headaches. fuckedy fuckfuck. yippidy doo.
altho the entire day was worth it cause of that beautiful game the sox just played. come back in the ninth baby!!! god bless kieth foulk and fuck new york.
i have no money at all becuase between buying flogging molly tix and all the new clothes i needed from recent weight loss it has come out to one big bill. i had to throw away all my bras and pants cause the bras are too small and the pants are too big. go figure. so im down to a 14 pant size and up to a DD bra size. which totaly doesnt add up. i must be abnormal (abbey normal?)
buckaroo banzai is the single greatest movie ever!!!!! rewatched it with david for the three thousandth time this pm. he can recite it word for word, has been able to since age 5. this time he actually did it too.
i am feeling very lonely these days. the clan has dispersed badly ad with both jeff and sorany gone i am left with either poeple i dont know all that well, ie alana, dixon, zester, or people i dont run into in the normal way of things, courtey, reva, mary etc.
the c class event at BYC is utterly insane. people, and by people i mean dad, keep wanting me to come to the dinners and ceremonies and im having a bad time articulating how much i dont want to be in a room full of middle aged science geeks and sailors who i dont know. and occaisonaly matt enright and jeff, you remeber richie? hes there too. couldent be more embarrasing, the last 2 people i want in a room together with me. yukyuk.
also watched muppet show episode with rudolf nureyev. the funniest damn episode of them all. were waiting for rudolf nureyev! hehehe.
im bored. someone come entertain me. insomnia sucks.
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