Pledges

[ancelot_rider]

This does not mark the first time you broke my heart,
You've done that so many times I stopped the count.

This marks not the first time you've dumped me,
That we've endured too many times before.

This is not the first time I have a smithered heart
But I swear
I will not *make* this the last.

This is not the first time I have been alone left
But I swear
I will not *make* this the last.

This I swear.
This.
That this will be the last time you will.

I will mark my calendar.
And by next year I swear
I will be ready to get my heart broken all over again.
I will put myself into this same position all over again.
I will be fine all over again.

This I swear.