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I get lonely a lot. And I get scared that I won't ever find someone and that I'll be alone my entire life. I know this isn't true though but for now it is hard to bear.
But today, on my way home from Claire's, I did a lot of thinking. A lot more transpired than I think I realized in the time I was in Boston. I'm not sure what exactly, but whatever it was made me think a lot.
It is so hard to bear the loneliness sometimes, to the point where it almost physically hurts when i'm having an especially bad episode. But I came to realize on the way home today that I am a strong, powerful, and determined individual. It takes a hell of a lot to knock me down and when I get pushed I push right back. And because of this... I know that I'll be alright.
It might seem hard, traveling through life without a partner, or companion; but I have such a strong will that I know I can make it through until I meet my companion
But today, on my way home from Claire's, I did a lot of thinking. A lot more transpired than I think I realized in the time I was in Boston. I'm not sure what exactly, but whatever it was made me think a lot.
It is so hard to bear the loneliness sometimes, to the point where it almost physically hurts when i'm having an especially bad episode. But I came to realize on the way home today that I am a strong, powerful, and determined individual. It takes a hell of a lot to knock me down and when I get pushed I push right back. And because of this... I know that I'll be alright.
It might seem hard, traveling through life without a partner, or companion; but I have such a strong will that I know I can make it through until I meet my companion