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I can't believe it's come to this. After all i've done. All he wanted was for me and his boyfriend to get along. and I TRIED, I tried for him, because he's my friend, and it meant so much to him. So I TRIED to be civil, and I TRIED to get to know him, and i TRIED to be nice and friendly because he's my best friend's boyfriend, and my friend asked me to do it. And I did it because it was the right thing to do. But then his boyfriend had to throw a cheap-shot at me and just destroyed any effort I gave. I TRIED to mend things for my friend's sake, and then his boyfriend just killed it all so quickly, as if he never wanted it to begin with.
And now my friend and I are spending a month away from eachother because neither of us can deal with this anymore. His bf and I are incapable of getting along, and so now i get exiled for a month while his boyfriend gets to have my friend all to himself. I get left with nothing, he gets left with everything.
How is this fair? I'm the one who TRIED! I put the effort in! And now I'm upset and sad and alone. And I don't think either of them understand the severity of his bf's actions, and how they're affecting our friendship. Isn't the best friend supposed to choose the best friend? and not the boy/girlfriend? Why do I get shafted when I put the effort in and he killed it... why?
And now my friend and I are spending a month away from eachother because neither of us can deal with this anymore. His bf and I are incapable of getting along, and so now i get exiled for a month while his boyfriend gets to have my friend all to himself. I get left with nothing, he gets left with everything.
How is this fair? I'm the one who TRIED! I put the effort in! And now I'm upset and sad and alone. And I don't think either of them understand the severity of his bf's actions, and how they're affecting our friendship. Isn't the best friend supposed to choose the best friend? and not the boy/girlfriend? Why do I get shafted when I put the effort in and he killed it... why?