why bother?

Dec 30, 2005 23:43

I don't know why i'm even going to update this, no one reads this anymore. But here it goes, Christmas break has been fun, but crazy. Panera had ruled my life for the last week. I'm so glad to be back around the people that matter the most. I love my friends and the other day I was watching a video of us in the 7th grade and I couldn't believe it. We've all changed so much, I'm not even close to the person I used to be. I've changed so much, I'm much more kept to myself and less outspoken and obnoxious than I used to be. Now I see why they give us a month off of school, it's needed. This semester was hard but satisfying at the same time. It was difficult at first and I hated it, I wanted to quit college and run away somewhere, but now I love it. It's where I always want to be, it's just too bad certain people aren't there with me to experience it. But when you have your whole life to share with those people, then what's 4 years? I really want to change my picture on this thing but don't know how. I only have a picture because of someone's help once. It's such an old picture. Anyways I need to go to bed soon, I have to work tomorrow. I spend all my time working and running lately. Oh and squeezing in my Jason and friends time.
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