hate this day

[anbary]

this is not me
i DO care
and no matter what people want me to do im going to care
i mean i cant really do anything to not lose celine but i CAN do something to not lose myself
which includes having flaws and getting upset easily AND caring (and not hiding my journal-entries)

*cries*
i love her and it upsets me when she's angry
actually thats not very unusual either