every fucking month..

[anbary]

I dunno why people care about the blood so much. I hate my moods lots more. It's like they can do with me whatever they want cuZ i can't fight them and have to wait until they decide to leave again. They're taking important hours of my life away - whole days actually. I got so much to do and can't do any of it and that makes me angry, depressed and wanna give up. I need a hug and some distraction, then everything would be fine again. But I'm so angry at the world I dont know if i even want things to be ok. I want to go on hating stuff.

The world can be such a horrible place ._.