James is home.
Ok...so...where to begin...
i got home from school, talked to andrew and then gabi on the phone and decided that gabi was going to spend the night. mom and i went to buy the new batman movie and get food, after that we picked up gabi and then spenser and then went to my house. shortly after james came over and then andrew showed up.
i talked to james for a while although most of the time was spent in silence not even looking at each other. he decided that he didnt want to save a friendship so i said mom has dinner for me and i have people over, you can come by tomarrow to get your stuff.
after he left i tried to eat, couldnt....tried to smoke, couldnt....soooo i ended up curling up in andrew's lap.
on a complete whim spence, andrew, gabi, and i jumped into my freezing pool and then into my hot tub....might i say in all of our clothes....lol. after andrew left (which was about 10:30...2230h) all us girls got in my car and drove up to mitch and wills, i so totally ran into lorenzo which was awesome as hell.
after that i went to win-dixie for ice cream and ran into richie. by the way i did all this in soaked clothing...lol. after that when i was about to leave i ran into candy and billy. on my way home spence and gabi did something i cant legally say because, well...nvm. on a different note i dropped off spense on the way home and then went by candy to hang out for a few. i went and did something totally stupid there too but oh well.
i finally got home andn then went to eat icecream and went downstairs for bowls. on the way there i slipped, droppped the icecream and had icecream all over the floor, stairs and closet :). after icecream i talked to andrew on the phone and then tried to watch batman but fell asleep.
this morning mom woke me up at 9 and drug me to the bakery. got home and had to deal with james agian. this time i cried. however, he did decide that he wanted to try to give the friends thing a try. his family hates me but i cant blame them. i found out he is going to be going to iraq within the next year and a half and that he already has his desert camis.
im not sure what else to say. i have to work tomarrow and this evening which sucks. my last pay check was only about 38 dollars. i was pissed. and oh the necklace i bought for james in february for v-day that i spent $150 on he gave back! that was a fucking gift and i had full intentions of him keeping but nooooo. i went today and returned the chain and am going to sell the charm next weekend to an army navy store. i am so totally pissed and why would i keep it. oh well. ttyl!
love xavierina
i got home from school, talked to andrew and then gabi on the phone and decided that gabi was going to spend the night. mom and i went to buy the new batman movie and get food, after that we picked up gabi and then spenser and then went to my house. shortly after james came over and then andrew showed up.
i talked to james for a while although most of the time was spent in silence not even looking at each other. he decided that he didnt want to save a friendship so i said mom has dinner for me and i have people over, you can come by tomarrow to get your stuff.
after he left i tried to eat, couldnt....tried to smoke, couldnt....soooo i ended up curling up in andrew's lap.
on a complete whim spence, andrew, gabi, and i jumped into my freezing pool and then into my hot tub....might i say in all of our clothes....lol. after andrew left (which was about 10:30...2230h) all us girls got in my car and drove up to mitch and wills, i so totally ran into lorenzo which was awesome as hell.
after that i went to win-dixie for ice cream and ran into richie. by the way i did all this in soaked clothing...lol. after that when i was about to leave i ran into candy and billy. on my way home spence and gabi did something i cant legally say because, well...nvm. on a different note i dropped off spense on the way home and then went by candy to hang out for a few. i went and did something totally stupid there too but oh well.
i finally got home andn then went to eat icecream and went downstairs for bowls. on the way there i slipped, droppped the icecream and had icecream all over the floor, stairs and closet :). after icecream i talked to andrew on the phone and then tried to watch batman but fell asleep.
this morning mom woke me up at 9 and drug me to the bakery. got home and had to deal with james agian. this time i cried. however, he did decide that he wanted to try to give the friends thing a try. his family hates me but i cant blame them. i found out he is going to be going to iraq within the next year and a half and that he already has his desert camis.
im not sure what else to say. i have to work tomarrow and this evening which sucks. my last pay check was only about 38 dollars. i was pissed. and oh the necklace i bought for james in february for v-day that i spent $150 on he gave back! that was a fucking gift and i had full intentions of him keeping but nooooo. i went today and returned the chain and am going to sell the charm next weekend to an army navy store. i am so totally pissed and why would i keep it. oh well. ttyl!
love xavierina