There must be something here.

Nov 30, 2004 09:18

This is probably going to prove to be one of the most trying months of my life. Even more now after this short time do I understand the importance of me living alone..It just makes more sense.. the whole having to get adapted to living with someone is way to fucking annoying to endure more than once in your life.

Im so fucking stressed from work on top of moving on top of whatever else I unwillingly torture my body and or mind with. And then on top of that everyones weird about how much ive been paying where I am currently staying for a month. which the whole plan was me to stay with some friends so I could save up some money... and well.. things got all awry and now some people are moving out.. so I have to pay something. Which I didnt mind entirley... but well.. to pay a full equal share of rent for a place... that I dont.. want to 'live' at.. is completley defeating the purpose. And well.. theres only one person that lives here.. him being travis.. that has a problem with it.. and I can with no doubt assume who fed him some bullshit about why I should pay an equal amount..Which led him to change his "oh ok" when discussed prior. Then its "im having money problems.. and i have to pay extra for my dog (what does that mean?) and I have other money problems". GRANTED.. who doesnt have money problems.. but that was the whole reason of asking my alleged friends if I could possibly stay at there house for a month.

Im fucking tired.. and Im broke.. and I know.. this whole situation.. is not going to turn out good. Seriously... if I wanted to be miserable and NOT pay rent for a month.. I could stay with my family.. I purposley asked friends so I wouldnt go insane.

Anyhow, Fuck work.. its fucking completley annoying. People purposley go places.. I.E. Grocery stores.. gas stations.. retail stores.. and restaurants.. or whatever... just to FIND something to complain about.. they almost make a point of COMPLAINING about something.. its completley obnoxious... cant you just fucking go do some shit.. without making a fucking scene? Why make yourself THAT person.. that everyone wants to cram there already cold fucking lunch theyve been waiting 15 minutes to buy. But, well, half of them kiss my ass anyhow.. customers.. co workers.. I even got a "ive been spotted giving the ULTIMATE customer service" sticker. Whatever that means.. I hope they arent talking about the parking structure, stairwell 'incident'.

With that said, I should probably go get ready for work now.
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