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Well...spring break has started. I've been super tired latly. I've actually gone to bed earlier then my bed time of 8:30 these past two weeks. Parents, want me to stay young forever.I feel like I can't relax, but I can. Like, I'll miss something thats important. I've been so busy, but really..I havn't. Like I have so much to think about, but I don't have to think about it, but I do. I wrap myself into things that really I don't have to worry about.Maybe I just want something to worry about. Not a problem or anything but something I'm in charge of. Something to accomplish, to be proud of. Something to distract me of my thoughts. Something fresh and new to occupy my mind. Ok,saying "something" is not working for me. I'm sick of general, specific is my desire. Well a week of break, a time to rest.