Signal:
It's sad when your parents lead a more active social life than you. I'm trying to laugh at myself when I do stupid things. I'm looking for something, I don't know what it is, but right now I feel lost.
And I know it sounds awful but I can see why Wendi left sometimes. I know it's wrong and I shouldn't think like that but I can't help it. I could never and would never go the way she did but sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel fades and you're left in the dark.
The one person I want is on a plane 2,000 miles away from me. Sometimes I wonder if everything I do in my life is wrong and moments like this are punishments for something I cannot define.
Just yesterday I was off the wall happy and now I'm sad because I'm missing something.
goodnight. <3
And I know it sounds awful but I can see why Wendi left sometimes. I know it's wrong and I shouldn't think like that but I can't help it. I could never and would never go the way she did but sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel fades and you're left in the dark.
The one person I want is on a plane 2,000 miles away from me. Sometimes I wonder if everything I do in my life is wrong and moments like this are punishments for something I cannot define.
Just yesterday I was off the wall happy and now I'm sad because I'm missing something.
goodnight. <3