Feb 27, 2007 21:29
"Now that I know what you're capable of...
Don't think you're stable enough...
Don't think you're capable of love." ~Gone Baby Gone
Just thought I'd start it out with something that struck me as catchy in a song I'm listening to.
Well, turns out that my clerks hearing went to shit quite quickly.
Just on the basis of the claims of 70-80mph I'm gonna have to go to court. That means I have to spend money on a lawyer... that I don't have.
I got good news in the mail today. They were gonna give me back my deposit on my rent that actually earned 5 dollars in intrest.
Then my life struck it all down. I also got a bill that I have to pay for the night I went to the hospital cause I was forced by my mother and her good intentions to get checked out cause I was in a car accident. My health insurance refuses to pay it for me in full since they won't pay for any injuries caused while commiting a felony. So, mainly everything sucks for me in that aspect.
I'm dealing with so much and it's such a letdown... I need to get out.
I know I'm gonna overcome this just like I have everything else in my life but the waiting game is what is always my killer. I just wanna go to the lazy dog and enjoy what's rest of this night but alas, I'm all alone, suffering from social anxiety, and poor. So, here I shall stay.
Someone rescue me?