On this day...
Okay, so i get to school, and I don't have a date for the social. It's on the 22nd, so I really need to get a move on. So I'm planning on asking this girl at lunch, and I get the opportunity, and this is how it turns out. "So are you going to the Social?" "I haven't decided." "Oh I see." "I think you should go." "Well maybe I will then." "Really? Would you go with me?" "Well I don't know. You see if I go, I don't really want to just be dancing with one person..." And also, I'd want to be with my friends and not just one guy." "Oh okay....well I hope you go..." "okay" "okay bye" It was really depressing. Anyway, why should I care about some girl. I have more important things to with my life. Like invent a cure for the cancer caused by those clear american sams choice drinks. They are so good! I need one at least everyday or else I feel worthless. Seriously, I don't know how I ever survived without it's cancer causing goodness. I really hope someone finds a cure. It sucks when someone dies of cancer. Especially if you know them. My main prayer request today was that Spenser would make Cheerleading. If I don't see his smiling face pointing up some girls skirt, I will surely cry myself to sleep, and slit my wrists. Anyway, this weekend should be intersting with this New Hampshire trip. I can't wait to see the mountains. It's been so long. Why can't it be July? I pray summer comes quickly. But winter goes slowly. It's not that I have anything against spring, it's just that I love snowboarding and freedom, and spring is in the way. Move Spring! Wow I just felt the bass vibrate in my chair. Intense. Well I'm done with this.