a boy's thoughts right now

[anaudibleache]

okay you guys.....i need time and space to think seriously about things.....i'm going to hurt a lot of people i have the feeling and i hate doing that more than anything in the whole world....i can't have a single romantic relationship right now because the one i want isn't the one i will get and im sorry if i have led people on....i mean i definitely care about you people a whole ton and thats why im saying this.....i'm going to soulfest and there are always people there who i meet who are crazy and i always end up doing something ridiculous...so please all i ak is....i dont even know. just don't give up on me. i'll be ready soon.

lets go around this place
and look into shattered panes that lay,
on the floor that used to represent the ground.
now it just hangs in an open space.
it's like it was never meant to be stood upon.
where does it lead?
why are there always so many fucking questions?
can i live a day without telling you what the point is?
can we leave this alone and let it die?
now im the fucking antagonist
and the ground we stand upon is splintering.
your splintering from the ocean blue stare of my eyes.

daniel
& so much more