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It's been a loong time since I posted..um there's this new guy I'm talking to who is gorgeous and is perfect..seriously like I don't feel good enough for him at all so I like eased my way back into Ana and I'm doing really well. I always do better when I just accidently don't eat much one day cause then I weigh myself at night and notice that I weigh less and it just helps start everything. I started drinking a lot of green tea, coffee, and celery. Ballet is really helping me stay accountable because I don't want to eat too much where I have to suck in a lot in my leotard. I actually think the holidays will be easier because first of all my family doesn't eat much(we go out to eat for thanksgiving!) and I'm going to be so busy I really won't have time to think about food. I've been drinking a lot of water and that has been helping a lot and Ballet has really been toning me alot..I never run though so that is really bad cause I never get my heartrate up. We have a dance coming up so an extra little insintive to not eat because I need to look skinny!!