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OKay so DAY 1 of the fast is officially over. ->very successful;only had water and diet coke..no gum even!I am seriously going to go through Friday the 1st. Oh I was kind of bragging about it to my best friend who knows about Ana and she drifts in and out of it and she wants to do it with me. That kinda makes me mad but maybe it will help me do better and not give in because I definately want to be skinnier than her and I know there is nooo way she can do it because she never fasts.
OKay so heres the discouraging story of the day..My mom was like "have you gained weight?" and I was like "well yeah since the summer". And she was like "well obviously but how much?" and I was like "well at the end of the summer I was like 98 and now I'm about 109" and she was like "well it shows I can tell in your hips and face you look like you've gained weight."....Gee thanks mom!!But it does encourage me cause I mean come on when your parents tell you your fat I mean you know it's true!! I need to look skinny for the weekend because I'm going to the lake. I'm doing some serious working out tomorrow and I'm excited!*And of course Jeff is always a wonderful encouragement of Ana...I have like the opposite problems from everyone else..my boyfriend and parents want me to lose weight.Sometimes I eat I think just because I know it makes them mad.
OKay so heres the discouraging story of the day..My mom was like "have you gained weight?" and I was like "well yeah since the summer". And she was like "well obviously but how much?" and I was like "well at the end of the summer I was like 98 and now I'm about 109" and she was like "well it shows I can tell in your hips and face you look like you've gained weight."....Gee thanks mom!!But it does encourage me cause I mean come on when your parents tell you your fat I mean you know it's true!! I need to look skinny for the weekend because I'm going to the lake. I'm doing some serious working out tomorrow and I'm excited!*And of course Jeff is always a wonderful encouragement of Ana...I have like the opposite problems from everyone else..my boyfriend and parents want me to lose weight.Sometimes I eat I think just because I know it makes them mad.