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well i dont think many people will read this but it kinda helps me just get things out. i woke up and did just about the worst thing, i thought about her. it hurts really bad and i cant stand it. yesterday i talked to her practically all day and it was great because we laughed and joked around again. you know i really love her so much and i still wanna be with her and im sure if anyone reads this thinks im a fool or thinks i dont have a chance with her in hell anymore and you might be right..... i dunno its really hard to let go of somthing that was so great to you. i put her threw a lot of shit and it was wrong im surprised she put up with it that long. well i dunno if i should put anything else even though there is so much more becuase im sure she might she this and i dont want to drive her away anymore then she is, so yeah