Scotch on the rocks.
I feel like the only person I can call right now is supposed to be sleeping soundly 5 feet from me.
And even if I had someone to talk to, I don't know what I'd say. It's been ugly and it's over. I just feel like there's a lot pent up in me that I can't get out. I really chose the wrong week to give up drinking, and I really want to pour myself one, but I feel like I'm being tested. I'm going to stick to my word, save the drinking for Monday.
By then, I'm sure I'll really need it.
And even if I had someone to talk to, I don't know what I'd say. It's been ugly and it's over. I just feel like there's a lot pent up in me that I can't get out. I really chose the wrong week to give up drinking, and I really want to pour myself one, but I feel like I'm being tested. I'm going to stick to my word, save the drinking for Monday.
By then, I'm sure I'll really need it.