I'm going to my place of birth for one month... I wasn't there since I was 12!!! Can you imagine?
But I don't know who left there from my family.. I just know that my grand-mum is still there (her voice sounds so sad on the phone... that really upsets me).
I would like to help my family, but I don't know how -I don't even know where the rest of my family is, so...
Anyways- I'm looking forward to going to Tashkent. I'm just a lttle bit afraid that I will feel all lost & alone, because I don't know anybody anymore there... maybe some neigbours are still living there, that would be great! But would they recognize me?
I pray that my dad is there too... my dream would come true if he, his wife & my litlle brother would be there. I miss them so fucking much!
Salam aleykum!