Dec 02, 2003 01:16
Hmm. when everything is going well or i'm not around a computer, i don't post. :P I think that i missed a lot of my childhood by being the obsessively good child for my father, and he's taking advantage of it. I am ALWAYS expected to do the right thing. and if i don't, he gets angry with me, which i dread. But why should i dread his anger? anyway, i think i'm too old to do the adjusting to a new household, a potential stepmom and three step siblings. i love them all dearly, but i've only known them since August!!! i'm not ready to live in their house now! i just hope this works out ok. i'm sure it will, but for now, i am panicked.
in other news, school=good. love life=? . health=my throat hurts! i wish i had someone to take care of me. :P anyway, more ranting about everything at a later date. bedtime...if i can sleep...