emo like whoa!

[anasswithclass]

what the fuck?

when did everything change?
when did it all get complicated?
when did it get so simple?
when did i start growing up?
when did i start drinking so much?
when did i stop caring?
when did this "rumor" (the one about g.h.) start? what the fuck. and who started it? weird.

Tuesdays With Trevor are great.

what am i gunna do with my life?
what do i want to do with my life?

i just wanna cry.... why? But i can't. why?

why do i chase after the dumb boys?

"I'm still driving away
and i'm sorry every day" (oh jess. sigh.)

i don't really think this is gunna be a great summer...knock on wood, but my hopes aren't too high. fuck. i hope i don't jinx it.

i need another job.

"i felt for sure last night
that once we said good bye
no one else will know these lonely dreams
no one else will know that part of me
i'm still driving away
and i'm sorry every day
i won't always love these selfish things
i won't always live not stopping

it was my turn to decide
i knew this was our time
no one else will have me like you do
no one else will have me, only u

u'll sit alone forever
if u wait for the right time
what are you hoping for
i'm here and now i'm ready
holding on tight
don't give away the end
one thing that stays mine

amazing still it seems
i'll be 23
i won't always love what i'll never have
i won't always live in my regrets"

yeah bitches and hoes, yeah. : )

p.s. don't think for a minute this is about u. u know it's not. we're both past that. :)