Just keeping it sexy
I feel like things are just kind of falling into place right now. which makes me feel lucky. my whole life makes me feel lucky, b/c it seems like it always just works out in the end. even if the end takes awhile to get to sometimes.
happy sigh.
I feel like i reached a neat place with Jason. at least it makes me content. hope the feeling is reciprocal.
so much has happened since break has started. sooo much.
time with jj, everyone else coming home: i.e. court, britt, aj, lindsey, etc., hitting a deer, whit's birthday party, blake, Chris and Jayme (which i like a lot, it's nice not to be hung up), new year's eve (falling down the stairs-lol-my elbow really frickin' hurts), finding out Josh will be coming to town (I really think that is the saving grace-it just makes me so damn happy. i don't really feel blissful but a little, a little bit tranquil, i dunno, it's a great feeling though.), christmas, tay's christmas party, courtney and casey, hilarious nights with Gerrek (alpy's, richard's, perkins, sledding, and sleeping with 3 other people in one bed, hahaha), Tequila makes her clothes fall off night-except only tay's wallet got stolen, perkins the morning after that, lol, pure sex that it was, and now i'll be going to Dad's, and coming home to see Josh, EEEEE!, don't wanna jinx anything tho, but i'm excited.
I dunno, i feel pretty undescribable right now. but i like it, a lot. I just feel so blessed.
just when i thought i was getting kind of bored with stuff, it all just falls together.
alright, done being sappy i guess. Happy New Years. peace
happy sigh.
I feel like i reached a neat place with Jason. at least it makes me content. hope the feeling is reciprocal.
so much has happened since break has started. sooo much.
time with jj, everyone else coming home: i.e. court, britt, aj, lindsey, etc., hitting a deer, whit's birthday party, blake, Chris and Jayme (which i like a lot, it's nice not to be hung up), new year's eve (falling down the stairs-lol-my elbow really frickin' hurts), finding out Josh will be coming to town (I really think that is the saving grace-it just makes me so damn happy. i don't really feel blissful but a little, a little bit tranquil, i dunno, it's a great feeling though.), christmas, tay's christmas party, courtney and casey, hilarious nights with Gerrek (alpy's, richard's, perkins, sledding, and sleeping with 3 other people in one bed, hahaha), Tequila makes her clothes fall off night-except only tay's wallet got stolen, perkins the morning after that, lol, pure sex that it was, and now i'll be going to Dad's, and coming home to see Josh, EEEEE!, don't wanna jinx anything tho, but i'm excited.
I dunno, i feel pretty undescribable right now. but i like it, a lot. I just feel so blessed.
just when i thought i was getting kind of bored with stuff, it all just falls together.
alright, done being sappy i guess. Happy New Years. peace