Because of you
Well today was crap. Cars are all broken. I miss my mom, they left last night. I didnt get to see her much. At least my headache is getting better. i felt horrible all day because of driving around in a car with no air. I am really tired right now, so perhaps thats why i am crying, who knows. Its just weird when you see someone after so long and i used to be the most important thing in the world to my mom, and im not anymore. She didnt even ask much about my life or anything, its been over 3 months and its like it doesnt matter. Something just feels different. Everything does, my dad is different now too, everything has just changed, and i feel weird about it because i still feel like one day im gonna wake up back in my bed at my house and everyone will be back, and everything will be good, or something, but when i was younger i wasnt happy either, so its like i want something that i never had in the first place. I dont know what my problem is, i need to just get over it. But sometimes i cant.