Jul 05, 2005 00:11
so i ate like a huge fucking hog tonight. the fireworks...yeah right. it fucking downpoured so me and marc went into the van to chill and my mom sent in the entire family to bother us. ok he is 25 and im almost 20 and they give us no privacy or respect. so we left to get food. then we came back to my house and he was like practically humping my leg and i told him no because i didnt want to be caught by my parents who might "accidently forget something" and come in the house to get it. so then he doesnt kiss me or touch me.....until he fucking leaves! then i kiss him goodbye and that was it.
I really need to lose more weight...i need to lose it fast. I dont want to lose him to his ex "jeanine".