not again....
I really hope that I'm being paranoid, but I think I could be pregnant. Last time my boobs hurt really really badly and now they are kinda starting to ache...not to mention I'm tried....don't feel good....everything I was last time...
I can't be pregnant. I can't have another abortion. The last one absolutely killed me.
The thing is I still have a week and half of my pills left so I guess I'll be waititng awhile, but if I am at least I will know soon enough this time where I can probably get the abortion pill and won't have to go through the other thing again....
I'm scared. again.
Please let this be a false alarm....please just let me getting sick and over-reacting...I couldn't imagine telling Rob again. Not to mention the decision. I made the decision last time because I didn't want to lose Rob and I thought he would leave if I kept the baby...well after all was said and done he said that he wouldn't have left and whatever. and I told myself if I ever got pregnant again I was going to keep it, but I'm not so sure anymore. The next week and a half is going to be awful!
I can't be pregnant. I can't have another abortion. The last one absolutely killed me.
The thing is I still have a week and half of my pills left so I guess I'll be waititng awhile, but if I am at least I will know soon enough this time where I can probably get the abortion pill and won't have to go through the other thing again....
I'm scared. again.
Please let this be a false alarm....please just let me getting sick and over-reacting...I couldn't imagine telling Rob again. Not to mention the decision. I made the decision last time because I didn't want to lose Rob and I thought he would leave if I kept the baby...well after all was said and done he said that he wouldn't have left and whatever. and I told myself if I ever got pregnant again I was going to keep it, but I'm not so sure anymore. The next week and a half is going to be awful!