Trapped
What do you do when you are trapped in life? What do you do when you have no hope left...when the only things you feel on a regular basis are murderous rage and overwhelming despair? How do you escape? How do you win your freedom? I'm starting to believe that you don't...that all you can do is just lay down and die. All I can do is wish for death to claim me, because I'm not brave enough to die OR live. How does anyone deal with this kind of pain every single day? It just hurts too much. I just want it to stop. God, please make it stop! Give me death or insanity: I don't care which, just as long as I can forget.