Feb 22, 2005 20:30
well, well, well. It is like brand new journal. I have decided that rumors will be my downfall, not that it would be that far of a fall. Rumors have plagued me since I entered highschool, following me around like a raincloud. Normally being infamous is not a big deal for me, I enjoy keeping to myself while I'm at school anyways, it is when these rediculous rumors deprive me of someone I thought was my friend.
I can understand my friends being upset with me for one of the many rumors that have been going around, and there are many to choose from, so someone getting upset is likely to happen. However, simply talking to me would prevent a silly rumor to have any relevance.
I have been a little emotionally turbulant lately, so I had decided to keep to myself a little more than usual. Not once did my "friends" who are now upset with me over things I supposedly did come and ask me if I were alright, or ask if what they had heard was anything more than just another rumor. Now there are a few people (former friends of mine aparently) who deem it necessary to play games and talk about me behind my back.
I will now take this time to go through this "list of girls" I've jumped to and from:
Hailee Smith: her and I have had dinner on two occaisons, once after homecoming with about 10 other people. The other shortly before that, I asked her if us having dinner was a date, and she said no. I would think that obviously would mean it was not a date.
Brean Swanson: While savannah was here and calling me trying to get me to see her, brean asked if I could take her home after work because she did not have a ride, I said yes because i like to think that sometimes I am a nice guy. after taking her home she asked me if I would like to see a movie with her, I said yes. We saw the movie. The end.
Kristin Hilton: I'll admit it, I was a dick.
Lauren Dressen: Kissed me, said she liked me, led me on. we became fairly good friends, then she kissed me and led me on again. Very mature of her now to talk badly of me behind my back. thank you for talking to me before deciding to not be my friend.
Theresa Healey: We were valentines, I said I liked her, she said she liked me. we went on a date for valentines day and she kissed me. in the end she was just leading me on. Theresa is also being the mature person and without talking to me has decided to not be my friend.
Brittney Dixon: I think she made the list because i talk to her every so often, I'm honestly suprised Jill lepire or Miss Frizzel (girls who I talk to on a more frequent basis) are not on this joke of a list.
It is my understanding that this list is meant not to warn girls of impending danger (me), but to hurt my feelings. Congratulations, a job well done.