Jan 06, 2006 02:39
Kyle drunk? since when do I fucking drink?
Since the one person who I thought cared about me leads me off and on with false promises, while dating a fucking heroine addict (all the while this debochery is played out) and drops me like a ton of bricks in the rudest way possible saying the most hurtful and derogatory things to me than anyone (even including my father) has ever said to me. I'm fairly certain I need to be at a much higher level of intoxication to forget ALL about that and be okay with it. Then not possesing the simple social skills necessary to a.make friends b.keep friends. I just want a day where I won't wake up and want to crash my car into oncoming traffic every goddamn 5 seconds.
Good news. I saw T-baker today, and we skanked it up at the zebrahead/reel big fish show. AND I start school on monday so I might have fun getting 2 hours of sleep, working 8 hours, then schooling and homeworking for the rest of the time, it could happen.
Bottom line: I suck, don't talk to me.