Fic: 221B - Is a friend indeed

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Title: Is a friend indeed
Words: a 221B has 221 words and ends with a b-word
Rating: PG-13
Pairings : Sherlock/John
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: ‘365 days of 221Bs’ challenge: a prompt a day, given by atlinmerrick.



Previous 221b: A friend in need

Today's prompt: self-doubts

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Is a friend indeed

Sherlock tried to ignore the grim atmosphere that was rather unusual for their home. If he hadn’t been emotionally invested in the whole affair, he would’ve been fascinated by the way John’s feelings went from anger and hurt and rejection to guilt and self-hate for hurting Sherlock with his accusations. So many different shades of pain.

John was cluttering around in the kitchen, now and then Sherlock could hear him take a breath as if he was about to speak, but he never did.

Sherlock decided that he could stand it no longer. He would go to the Yard and see if Lestrade had something to distract him. He got up and turned around, only to nearly run into John, who obviously just had decided that it was time to talk.

“Molly called. Please don’t be angry with her, she just wanted to help.”

Sherlock wasn’t sure he’d even have the strength to be angry at Molly right now.

John looked to the floor. “I’m sorry. I acted immature and unfair and I shouldn’t have said the things I said. But sometimes I look at you and I don’t understand what you see in me. So I get insecure because I fear that I might lose you. And then I take everything the wrong way and I get mean and belligerent.”

Next 221b: True North

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AN:
The prompt was 'self-doubts'.
There, I made it better. You may expect make up sex in the near future. :D
Also, day 200!!!

Oh, btw, I'm really confused, please help. Since I'm doing two seperate story-lines right now (challenge and Advent Calendar), to what should I link from where? Should I link to the previous post, which has nothing to do with the one I'm posting? Should I link from the 221Bs to 221Bs only and from Advent fics to Advent fics only? Should I link to both?
I hope at least some of you could follow my rambling. If you did, please tell me what you would prefer. :)

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