Apr 05, 2010 00:44
so im still with her, im still working at the same place for the last 5 years. life hasnt changed much. still loving my car, dreams do come true ladies and gentlemen (see["..im still with her,...] *cough* and car). organs are still dying, that will def change. weird to know something like that is comming. fucking life yo, what the fuck sometimes. do you really have to go at it 100% to enjoy it?(life) Sometimes i just wana relax yo, kick it and go to sleep. sounds like a profession of love to being lazy. haha maybe. but nope, i gota fight this 100% to stay alive. thanks alot :p fucking assholes, who you ask? i dont know, who ever is controlling everything, i wana blame it, but what if there's no one controlling anything? well fuck me, blame myself i guess. right? ughghghg damnit!! lots of frustration haha, talk about a bum rap. eh.
love, i feel it in my gut to my core, it's a part of who i am and im down for that. woot!
lol, im mad cryptic yo. but when i come back years and years later and i read this again i'll remember. im pretty cool like that.
st + lg 2010 xoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo, i wana be a part of your good life. and again in the next.
2 more years to the end? lets cross our fingers.