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i got woken up, but really i was already awake.. and now having trouble going back, good thing tho, i didnt want to fall asleep in the state i was in, mainly unshowered. but now im not sleepy and i work in the morning. sad. not sad really, but yeah, i said "too far ahead to be disappointed" but it slowly creeps in, more upset about not doing anything at all for Columbus day then anything. maybe sb? maybe do something on my own? dont get me wrong, not that upset. just was excited about it, now i cant be.