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Feb 21, 2008 21:49

so i was going to take a crap before and then i got a phone call just as i was in the midst of pulling down my pants

it was melissa, and shes like what are you doing..and im like..taking a shit..and then shes all...i got news

she told me that my good freind lindsays mother passed away....

i knew it was the death call.  i could tell by the tone in her voice.  i just didnt think it would be her.  i mean, shes been sick for a long time, but melissa said she was getting better and then all of a sudden...o man.  thats all i could say.  ysee, ive known this woman since elementary school days.  she always loved me and everytime i saw her she would smile and say i look good or something.  she was such a sweet lady.

and when i heard all this news...the only thing i could think about was whats gonna happen to lindsay and especially her little brother.

life sucks hard a lot

and then on top of everything...i was supposed to go up to forestville tomorrow and buy lydia dinner, and then be all romantic, and then saturday i was going to see bedouin soundclash with her in buffalo...and then come back here sunday.

and now, i have no idea what to do or what im doing. and that just hurts.  i feel so selfish.  i want to do both so bad. i feel if i dont do one, i hurting the other way too much.  but i think theres a few ways i can pull off both.  it all falls upon when the wake is.  wish me luck.  and keep valerie in your prayers.

i wish i knew you better
i love you march family.
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