don't apologize. I hope you choke and die / you left me on the cutting room floor

[anarchyinthe_us]

My brother verbally attacked me today. I used "his" fucking grape jelly in a sandwich. He's fucking rediculous. He can't even share with his own family. He thinks he's so mature and independent. Everything has to be an argument, especially when he doesn't get what he wants. There is a complete power struggle between him and my parents. He thinks he can do what ever he wants, he thinks he can tell them what to do and defy what they tell him to do, yet he's completely dependent on them. He doesn't have a job, and he has to have them do everything for him. When he was looking for an apartment, he never made any calls himself, he had my dad do it. I cant wait to see him fall on his ass. He doesn't deserve my parents to be so nice to him. He's done some reallu bad things, I can't even mention them on here. My dad isn't much help, either, when it comes to my brother.

I went to the doctor yesterday for a pre-operation exam and consultation thing. i got some x-rays of my foot taken, and they also took some blood and urine samples. The doctor told me that he's gonna break my toe in two places, straighten it, and put three screws in. He's also gonne shave the bunion. I'm gonna have two scars to prove it. Its out-patient surgery and I'm not gonna be in a cast. He called it a "post-operative boot." When I asked him how much pain I would be in after the surgery, and he said "I'm not gonna lie, the first week's gonna be tough." Luckily though, he's prescribing me painkillers. Hahah, I love how much that makes me sound like a druggie. I swear I'm not.

I think I'll that's all for now, I might post more later.
-Sam