Apr 30, 2006 21:43
hmm today was ok other than me kinda being depressed.....this weekend was great but when i was with my one friend and her b/f it made me really think ....that i really missed a certain person....bc i remeber feeling the way she felt......idk i guess its retarded but i can't help the feelings are still there.... i want to move on so much but it just seems so hard and plus i don't like anyone right now....and no one likes me ...and also i am sick of having a broken heartbut it aslso makes me afraid of moving on as well .... just the fear of someone breaking my heart again is scary ....i don't know.... i guess i am just wierd....
yesterday after dinner at the dinner dance...me and my friend cat and a couple of her friends went and played laser tag and i have never had so much fun... i felt like a little kid again....she is the type of person though that we couple have great time at her house being bored....then after the dinner dance was over kaley and summer spent the night and it was fun ....
next weekend i am probably spending time with my friend cat and it will probably be great like i said she is just one of those people that you can have fun with doing absolutely nothing ....i love her alot....
tommorow is school and i really don't want to go but i must...then tuesday i start drivers training ......that will be interesting ...i am excited though...
well thats it for now
hopefully i will write
in here tommorrow!