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I hate when Patrick makes me feel worthless. He always says shit like he doesn't know why he's still with me and then he follows it up with oh yeah because I haven't found your replacement yet, hown Im useless to him, and that I'm his slave. Also he's trying to tell me what I can and cannot do and now he's telling me that I can't friends because he doesn't and having friends according to him is a waste of time. I need my few friends that
I have. I have lost friends without the years and the ones that I do have I need to keep. All of this came up because we couldn't agree on a pizza so he got mad at me and starting to say shit like I'm always on my phone and he doesn't know what im doing and how he can't trust me. All of this because of a fucking pizza?! GTFO. It doesn't help that he's drunk either. He needs to get back on his pills and cut back on drinking and treat me better. I know i shouldn't be putting up with his shit but yet IDK why I won't leave. It's an unhealthy relationship and I need to be happy again and not every once in awhile.
I have. I have lost friends without the years and the ones that I do have I need to keep. All of this came up because we couldn't agree on a pizza so he got mad at me and starting to say shit like I'm always on my phone and he doesn't know what im doing and how he can't trust me. All of this because of a fucking pizza?! GTFO. It doesn't help that he's drunk either. He needs to get back on his pills and cut back on drinking and treat me better. I know i shouldn't be putting up with his shit but yet IDK why I won't leave. It's an unhealthy relationship and I need to be happy again and not every once in awhile.