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[anarchy_advocat]

All work and no play makes Randy a dull boy...frustration builds, tensions run high, depression ensues...if you answer my questions I will question your answers...look away before you look to deep, overanalize, then fall over the edge, into the void i've been trying to avoid, into the depths of which I used to gaze, but now, I have become part of...am I inside yet, are we there yet? This could be a bad joke, but now the jokes on you, I never knew your such a funny girl...i'm laughing now, I will laugh until I cry...irony...it hurts to laugh, muscles cock and twitch, spasm out of control, it grows tiring, but crying is release, relief, aleviate my tension...urges grow urgent, beauty comes into play, can he play for our team? No, he will play for the other side now...God picks the teams, surgeons pick the teams, surgeons are Gods and are paid in full for ther omnipotence...I love myself better than you, and that's not saying much at all, to tall, to skinny, two skinny people could never survive the Winter alone, we must huddle for warmth, but you avoid embrace, I will die of this frozen wasteland, you cannot die, beauty never dies, never fades, nevermind...i'm fine, leave me alone...oxymoron...you can't leave someone anything but alone, how about this weather, change the subject, change my mind, I wonder what my mind looks like? We'll soon see on the wall, take a picture, masturbate to it, creepy I know, but the truth hurts and I feel no pain, goodbye, I love and I have loved, goodbye, it is enough to have loved, goodbye, you can take my things when i'm gone, although I was never here, only an illusion your medication failed to reach, being an illusion I can never hope to touch you, but of all the illusions, I may have hurt you the most, but I would never bring you pain, so therefor I must be less than an illusion, I am a void, and I have been avoided...but things have never been so swell, I have never felt this well...

Just to let you know, this doesn't mean anything, interprete it as you will but in the end it doesn't even matter, just venting, so smile for the camera, it's about to steal your soul...