The past
well everything is about the same as last time.....im going out with emily grider have been for abuot a week now hehe im happy about that.
Well as i lay awake in bed memories and metal pictures from the night dad went to the hospital, Its hard to see all that over and over agian every night before i go to bed almost makes me not want to go to sleep...the mental images of dad laying next to his bed having seziours at 2:30 in the morning, running full speed over to my brothers house to wake him up and get some help, the trip to the Russell County Hospital coverd in my dads blood, its not supposed to be that way he is supposed to be the one coverd in my blood, sitting in the waiting room not knowing what is happining to my dad. Then when the nurse comes out to tell us that they dont know what is wrong with him that they are going to have to fly him to UK hospital and then he has another siezour before they get him on the helicopter, but then they decided that he is to uneasy to fly him so they have to take him by ambulance...me, mom and my brother marc all come home change cloths and then head out for UK hospital..get there and they tell us that they have to do a spinal tap and see what is wrong with him....but there is one catch that if they do it wrong he could die....if they take to much fluid off of the spinal cord the spin could slip and penitrate the brian instatly killing him....so the whole time they are doing that i am sitting in a chair in the fedal postion thinking about what is happing to my dad....the fact that going that entire week dad was in the hospital on only like 8 hours of sleep was close to unbearable....
well thats all i needed to get off my chest, not like anyone reads this shit but hey it made me feel a lil better
Well as i lay awake in bed memories and metal pictures from the night dad went to the hospital, Its hard to see all that over and over agian every night before i go to bed almost makes me not want to go to sleep...the mental images of dad laying next to his bed having seziours at 2:30 in the morning, running full speed over to my brothers house to wake him up and get some help, the trip to the Russell County Hospital coverd in my dads blood, its not supposed to be that way he is supposed to be the one coverd in my blood, sitting in the waiting room not knowing what is happining to my dad. Then when the nurse comes out to tell us that they dont know what is wrong with him that they are going to have to fly him to UK hospital and then he has another siezour before they get him on the helicopter, but then they decided that he is to uneasy to fly him so they have to take him by ambulance...me, mom and my brother marc all come home change cloths and then head out for UK hospital..get there and they tell us that they have to do a spinal tap and see what is wrong with him....but there is one catch that if they do it wrong he could die....if they take to much fluid off of the spinal cord the spin could slip and penitrate the brian instatly killing him....so the whole time they are doing that i am sitting in a chair in the fedal postion thinking about what is happing to my dad....the fact that going that entire week dad was in the hospital on only like 8 hours of sleep was close to unbearable....
well thats all i needed to get off my chest, not like anyone reads this shit but hey it made me feel a lil better