Yo!
Yeah, it's been a long time since I've updated this thing, but I've been way too busy. I mostly use myspace as a communication hub (NOT as a friend whore... I refuse to accept people I don't know or who don't show an interest in knowing me,) www.myspace.com/johntop. There's been a TON of things that have happened recently, some I can say, some I can't because of... reasons. :P
I've been a churchie lately. Mostly helping out the youth group and such, trying to find my place here and there, and I think I know what that is. I'm very open to people and I might just be one of those "on the road" kind've guys. You meet someone, mention something, and get the thought process going. I know as far as evangelicals go I'm no where near their calibur... I just don't feel that much of a drive. I do know where my strengths lie, and I use those. Working with the kdis and in other people's lives.
I've also technically been unemployed for the last year, surviving on threads and bread, but I do it. Except for my computers I don't have too much, and I like that. Minimalist, definately. Money has never been a drive for me, and it probably never will be. Unfortunately, I've had a sudden urge (hint hint,) that maybe I should step it up a little. Sure I may have gotten a job working for a friend, but I know I'm going to need a little extra. If anything, the spark has been lit and I now have another goal.
Speaking of goals, I don't know how, or why, but my ideals have been completely revamped about certain things lately... I mean VERY recently. I see where I am lacking and all of a sudden I know I have to step up in order to keep up, and that's exactly what I needed... a HUGE thank you again.
My friends are all getting (or have gotten) married and I'm scared pantless. I don't really know if I should expect something, or just blow it off, but it's WEIRD being the only one left in bachelorland. (My spelling is aweful cause I'm thinking of 12 things at once.) I don't know how I feel about leaving it behind yet, but from the recent experience I had, I'm quite capable.
I've been a churchie lately. Mostly helping out the youth group and such, trying to find my place here and there, and I think I know what that is. I'm very open to people and I might just be one of those "on the road" kind've guys. You meet someone, mention something, and get the thought process going. I know as far as evangelicals go I'm no where near their calibur... I just don't feel that much of a drive. I do know where my strengths lie, and I use those. Working with the kdis and in other people's lives.
I've also technically been unemployed for the last year, surviving on threads and bread, but I do it. Except for my computers I don't have too much, and I like that. Minimalist, definately. Money has never been a drive for me, and it probably never will be. Unfortunately, I've had a sudden urge (hint hint,) that maybe I should step it up a little. Sure I may have gotten a job working for a friend, but I know I'm going to need a little extra. If anything, the spark has been lit and I now have another goal.
Speaking of goals, I don't know how, or why, but my ideals have been completely revamped about certain things lately... I mean VERY recently. I see where I am lacking and all of a sudden I know I have to step up in order to keep up, and that's exactly what I needed... a HUGE thank you again.
My friends are all getting (or have gotten) married and I'm scared pantless. I don't really know if I should expect something, or just blow it off, but it's WEIRD being the only one left in bachelorland. (My spelling is aweful cause I'm thinking of 12 things at once.) I don't know how I feel about leaving it behind yet, but from the recent experience I had, I'm quite capable.