Zack Problems
I need to learn to keep my big fucking mouth shut at work. I need to remember I only have two friends here and fuck the rest. I'm pretty sure a lot of people talk about me behind my back. I don't need tp be giving them more fuel for the fucking funeral pyre i seem to always have around my feet.
Maybe moving to philly would be a good idea. It certainly would constitute a major change but then again I like drastic changes. Really males life interesting. Plus Amanda is there and if nothing else she would be an amazing friend. I know she'd call me on my shit which I really need. She'd also probably get me to stop smoking and maybe actually see a doctor. Something that I've been really lax about since my great reconstitution (at least that's my new nick name for it).
I just have to remember what I told her when she was upset: life is a staircase not an elevator. You have to take each step at a time and check every floor until you find the proper one. I thought it was a rather good analogy.
Man I'm liking this blogging silliness. If nothing else at least it frames everything for me. Just a reminder these are just thoughts. They are part of a whole like Gestalt psychology.
Maybe moving to philly would be a good idea. It certainly would constitute a major change but then again I like drastic changes. Really males life interesting. Plus Amanda is there and if nothing else she would be an amazing friend. I know she'd call me on my shit which I really need. She'd also probably get me to stop smoking and maybe actually see a doctor. Something that I've been really lax about since my great reconstitution (at least that's my new nick name for it).
I just have to remember what I told her when she was upset: life is a staircase not an elevator. You have to take each step at a time and check every floor until you find the proper one. I thought it was a rather good analogy.
Man I'm liking this blogging silliness. If nothing else at least it frames everything for me. Just a reminder these are just thoughts. They are part of a whole like Gestalt psychology.