May 20, 2005 13:03
The thought of leaving this place surreal for me. This is the first place I've ever really felt like I belonged. This is the longest I've ever attended a school. Actually now that I think about it, HHS is the first school I've ever been to for more than 1 year in succesion. Homewood is the only place I can remember where I have real friends, and the thought of leaving is tearing me up. I just keep thinking about it and realizng how much I'm gonna miss everyone. And then I think about staying here, and realize that that will just make me more miserable because most of my friends will be gone. This has been a crazy couple of days, and it's only gonna get worse before it gets better...