late nights
wow 9 weeks since I last updated.
so much has happened, but still many things remain unchanged.
I feel lonelier than I have ever felt in a very long time. slowly, people I care
about are leaving me, 1 by 1.
I think this is how it feels to be abandoned.
Summer has begun for about a week now, but I still feel like I haven't done anything at all
I don't feel rested. I don't feel satisfied. I don't feel like I want to do anything anymore.
Even dance seems like a drag to me.
ahh nothing is going right.
and u know after putting in so much effort into my work. it doesn't pay off and I feel very discouraged now.
It's like I have nothing else to live for.
so much has happened, but still many things remain unchanged.
I feel lonelier than I have ever felt in a very long time. slowly, people I care
about are leaving me, 1 by 1.
I think this is how it feels to be abandoned.
Summer has begun for about a week now, but I still feel like I haven't done anything at all
I don't feel rested. I don't feel satisfied. I don't feel like I want to do anything anymore.
Even dance seems like a drag to me.
ahh nothing is going right.
and u know after putting in so much effort into my work. it doesn't pay off and I feel very discouraged now.
It's like I have nothing else to live for.