Mood Setters and scattered thoughts
I HAVENT POSTED IN forever. But I guess I will maybe clear my head. Hmm see I'm the kind of person who can set there own mood, pretty much no matter the circumstances, and Im pretty much positive. But I've set myself on destructive mode today, I guess its good, I can't pretend everythings okay all the time when its not, but I really do. I miss my friends alot too, I miss being with crowds of people, it brings me to life. I hate having to wait for everthing good then things going to shit before it happens. But I guess I make my own future and cant conplain but I guess I am today.
I have so many issues I NEVER deal with that and I can even tell you my problems, because they all mix and twist together and then I become numb, taking on personalities of someone who has no regret, past, present, future ext.
Friend withdrawl sucks more than anyother drug I could proably imagine. Grrr damn my stupidity. I just want to feel whole and fullfilled..... This is probably boring and pointless so I shall stop....because I know the outcome even if I keep writing.
I have so many issues I NEVER deal with that and I can even tell you my problems, because they all mix and twist together and then I become numb, taking on personalities of someone who has no regret, past, present, future ext.
Friend withdrawl sucks more than anyother drug I could proably imagine. Grrr damn my stupidity. I just want to feel whole and fullfilled..... This is probably boring and pointless so I shall stop....because I know the outcome even if I keep writing.