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meh.
Dosen't look like things will be changing at all in the future.
Except that i make this journal friends-only
Cause my parents read it.
Actually nah i won't cause otherwise they'll be even more paranoid about what secrets I have from them *rolls eyes*
Lol i don't have many.
Well anyway the party was cool, but it really pisses me off i could only stay until two.
Sometimes i wanna make them hate me.
Instead of making them love and trust me.
Cause then they'll let go cause they don't give a fuck.
Please god make that happen.
Let me be my own responsibility.
I mean, maybe if i get good grades this year things will be different.
They want me to "have a future" and be responsible.
I mean what the hell. Okay, maybe i have a few drinks now and then, but I'm really not stupid about it like i used to be.
But like, I don't do any fucking drugs, i don't have unprotected sex with strangers and i never come home from the city alone after 12. I don't hitchhike, I don't dress sluttily, i don't let people buy me drinks, i don't leave drinks unsupervised, I don't insult strangers, I don't make a spectacle of myself in public.....I'm such a good fucking girl.
Dosen't look like things will be changing at all in the future.
Except that i make this journal friends-only
Cause my parents read it.
Actually nah i won't cause otherwise they'll be even more paranoid about what secrets I have from them *rolls eyes*
Lol i don't have many.
Well anyway the party was cool, but it really pisses me off i could only stay until two.
Sometimes i wanna make them hate me.
Instead of making them love and trust me.
Cause then they'll let go cause they don't give a fuck.
Please god make that happen.
Let me be my own responsibility.
I mean, maybe if i get good grades this year things will be different.
They want me to "have a future" and be responsible.
I mean what the hell. Okay, maybe i have a few drinks now and then, but I'm really not stupid about it like i used to be.
But like, I don't do any fucking drugs, i don't have unprotected sex with strangers and i never come home from the city alone after 12. I don't hitchhike, I don't dress sluttily, i don't let people buy me drinks, i don't leave drinks unsupervised, I don't insult strangers, I don't make a spectacle of myself in public.....I'm such a good fucking girl.