yoga: love and hate

Jan 10, 2011 11:26

Since I took up yoga again I have started planning my life around my classes.  I make regularly make decisions based on yoga practice, like - When should I eat?  What time do I need to sleep?  Should I do the laundry today?  If I only have one G&T tonight, I can probably make 10 AM yoga tomorrow!

I do that because I am an all-or-nothing person.  I will either go to yoga as often as I can, or not go at all.  Since I started I've gone 23 days out of 30 -- and for the first two weeks I did Attack too, so yoga was only an alternative.  When I commit to exercise, I tend to go hardcore.  And then injure myself, get comfortable in enforced rest, and kick my exercise resolutions out the door.  Until, many months later, I start feeling gross and feel the need to get back into it.  The cycle continues.

I am not a yo-yo dieter (I don't believe in diets) but I am definitely a yo-yo exerciser.

But this time, I am really trying to stick with yoga.  I am proud of myself for getting this far.  And, wonder of wonders, my postures are improving.  My standing bow is starting to look like a bow, I'm getting further into half-moon, and I'm beginning to understand how to hold my body in place.  I know I'll have to give up my trikanasana mini-breaks, but I'm still too much of a wuss to care.
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